And upgrade to a T3i. Another goal for summer.
(Source: chrystalkim3)
So first, I really can’t believe you treated me like that and second, I can’t believe I let you treat me like that. I was seriously such a fucking push over. Revenge is something that never crosses my mind and I’m never the one to start shit with anyone but I have no idea what’s going to happen when I get back home. But revenge never sounded better to me in this situation. You fucked up buddy.
Man, I really wish I could make people happy. Isn’t that what we’re all aiming for? Yeah, we need to be happy ourselves, but have you ever had moments where you’ve gotten everything that you wanted, yet there’s this empty room of satisfaction still lingering somewhere? That is the space where you make people smile.
Stop over thinking how bad summer is going to be. It won’t be bad. It’ll be just like Senior year. Maybe better cause you don’t have to wake up at 6:30 to get to school at 7:45 in the morning and won’t need to work on Sunday’s this time. It’s just waking up and working everyday minus Sundays just like I did before. Don’t worry about what other kids are doing or how much “fun” and free time they’re having. It doesn’t matter. You were never like other kids, you never had the “careless fun” they were able to have and you grew up even better. You’re spending your last summer up in NorCal with family that mean the most in life. There’s absolutely nothing to complain about. You’re helping out your family and at the same time you’re getting a gym membership to keep yourself busy AND finally going to take dance over summer. That’s all that I ever needed, remember? To do something that benefits the ones that I love and to do something that will benefit me. Seek long term benefits, not short term gratification. The end. No more complaints.
(Source: chrystalkim3)
(Source: chrystalkim3, via geena-corn)
Used to be on repeat. Such beautiful vocals and a song I used to be able to relate to. Love Tamia.
TAMIA - ALMOST
[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she’s never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that’s to late
And how could I really mean the words I’m bout to say
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should’ve grabbed you up and never let you go
I should’ve went out with you
I should’ve made you my boo boy
Yes that’s one time I should’ve broke the rules
I should’ve went on a date
Should’ve found a way to escape
Should’ve turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn’t real
And if it didn’t happen why does my heart feel?
[Chorus], [Verse 3], [Chorus]
(Source: chrystalkim3)
